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Thinking Alone
9:25 PM, November 28, 2008
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Recently I found out i was going through depression again, after going to the GP i was put back on anti depressisants. I was thinking to myself the other day though do i really need these tablets? Truth be told, they make u ill for first weeks before they get you better so is their any point ? I decided not to take them, and have recently discovered that without them im actually doing ok, so ive had a few arguments with people about not taken them but its my choice is it not ? I find then the strongest thing that can get you through a tough time is your friends, I wouldnt be without mine, last friday was the first time in ages , ive gone out and had a rocking time, I went to a fancy dress party as a playboy bunny, i admit i got drunk but it was a fun night, So i thought i would share with you a few photos of the night xx
To end this blog, ive recently started writing poems again, this is a rough draft of one , please tell me what you think could i change it , edit it maybe,
I sit here quietly and watch the sun set
Thinking of someone that I've never met
I wonder does he think of me too
Needless to say I am thinking of you
Wanting to hold you, to see your face
To take you away to a better place
You feel so right, too good to be true
I just can't stop thinking of you
My friends say that I might regret
Losing my heart to a guy I've not met
I say there is nothing I can do
I cannot help thinking of you
I believe you were made special for me
But wonder if that could possibly be
I'm tired of being so alone and blue
But I always smile when thinking of you
This isnt written for anyone in paticular its just me wishing that , maybe one day someone could think of me as much as i think of other people, like my friends for example xx
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10:27 PM, November 28, 2008 .. Posted by windyThe poem was really good. I think it's great if you can fight depression without the meds. A doctor once told me anti-depression meds was just a band-aid anyway. And I think he's right on that one. Depression is hard, but like you I decided to fight that shit ...without the BS meds they want to sell me. In some cases , some may need the band aid for a while, but eventually we have to get to the core of our problems. Maybe your poetry is your way. :)*nice pics
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1:43 AM, December 1, 2008 .. Posted by LauriesAsylumI think it's a wonderful poem..:)
Windy is right, although I was one of the ones that needed meds. I only used them for about 6 months, but that was enough to bring me out of the "pit of hell" as I called it...:)
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